When I became pregnant at 21, I already knew people would leave me. The religion I was raised in created deep shame around having sex outside of marriage, and I felt that shame crash down the moment my pregnancy became known. My parents stopped speaking to me, my religious community turned its back, and most of my friends disappeared. I felt abandoned, carrying both a new life and the weight of isolation. A few true souls stood by me, including my brother, but for the most part, I was left to navigate motherhood and survival on my own.
Mushrooms first showed up for me years earlier, at 19, in the chaos of a party world. Back then, they were an escape. But about five years later, they returned in a new way, not as a way out, but as a way through. They became my teachers, helping me heal the deep wounds of abandonment and reminding me of something I had forgotten: my wholeness.
Since then, my path has been one of shedding the masks and breaking the chains that kept me small, bound, and disconnected. Through relationships ending, financial hardship, and emotional turmoil, mushrooms became more than medicine, they became a mirror. They’ve supported me in deep shadow work, helping me face the parts of myself I once tried to hide, and showing me that healing is not about covering the pain, but transforming it.
This is the work I now hold for others: to remember who you are beneath the weight of expectation, fear, and limitation. To reconnect to joy and fulfillment. To live Unbound and Free.
Your life is not meant to be endured, it’s meant to be expressed, embodied, and celebrated. Mushroom journeys, somatic practices, and creative rituals are tools I share to help you come home to yourself, to remember your wholeness, and to live as the masterpiece you already are.
You are not broken. As you release heavy emotional pain, lay down the masks, and unlearn the conditioning that never belonged to you, you remember your wholeness. Whole, just as you are. And I would be honored to walk beside you as you return to that truth.
